book review
its awesome.
Random gibberish.
Lazy, Dreamy, Thoughtful, Confident, Hooked on to music, Big smile, A hopeless romantic - sounds like me!
counting days. impatience. anticipation. excitement. a bit tense. shopping. ring. ipaq. ipod. cancelled transactions. shipping charges. travel request. landing at kochi. apartment search. thought of food at home. yum. lotsa food. no tennis. no exercise. no nothing. will grow fat. cant say out of shape. round is a shape. rain back home. cant wait. sound of rain on the fone. she says its raining. cant wait.
fell ill. irregular bowel movements. again. duh. :( . tired. liquid diet. no food. hungry. cant eat. cant drink. pedialyte. gatorade. toast. yuck. lomotil. fed up. miss food. start eating. thai. mild. regular waiter goes "whaaaat?". repeat order. wierd look on his face. food still inside. hahaha. beer in fridge. cant touch. almost forgot how food tasted. vowed to eat in moderation. and no more junk. like always. stoopid grin.
new room-mate. somewhat a wierdo. somewhat dumb. its amazing how some dumb people rise up in corporate heirarchy. says "i have a godfather in the company, yaar!". sick. nauseating. somehow dont feel like arguing. watever makes u happy, maan. his new car. said hes driven here before. almost killed me thrice today. left turned towards oncoming traffic. three fucking times. shout. sits on seat adjusted too high. and too much to the front. said he adjusted the mirrors according to the seat. duh. holds the steering close to his chest. frustration. comfortably numb. sigh!
the az heat has gotten to above 100F. fkn hot. crack in the windshield. geico will cover. or so they said. if the crack is no longer than can be covered by a dollar bill. hopefully it doesnt widen. the glass guy comes to inspect tomorrow.awaiting tax returns. ibsn. some stuff was made up. watever. y dont i feel bad? indifference. good i didnt do it myself. too messy anyways. too much effort. duh. fuel prices. over the roof. 3.06per gallon. good that im selling my car.
not a lot of work. not a lot of interest do do the not a lot of work. no replacement yet. imbeciles. resourcing nightmare. dont look at me. come june. and i am gone. to dance in the rain. to get lost in that feeling. happiness.