whine baby whine :)

its a curse. on many of us. we do not kno wen it is wen it is enuff. of anything. love. hope. despair. complaining.

ok one part of me has already started protesting. one part of me is up in arms. already. for including love in that lil list.
how can you ever have enuff of love huh? you of all people? you can have enuff of love? and what will you do after you have had enuff of love? get bored? switch off? do wat huh? move on to wat? become a sage? you think they are just sources? do you really believe sages do not need love? at no level? i say bullshit. bah!

ok ok chill. i understand i surrender i agree. i kno i cant have enuff. truce. but then dude, i also need to figure this out, get a hold on myself? cant afford to get carried away? aint it wenyu don’t kno wen it is that its enuff that u tend to get carried away? keep wanting for more? and more? if u don’t have a freaking clue wen it is that its enuff, wen dyu stop? wen the longing is constant, wen u always feel it, wenyu always feel u r incomplete, wen u r always waiting, doesn’t it leave the doors wide open for hope n then ofcoz despair to slip in?

and then u start complaining? that u don’t have enuff? mighty interesting i shud say my dear. ever thot abt it?

what are we complaining about again? oh yeah, we don’t really have anything to complain about. no dig? relax. ever observed a pattern? do we ever stop? we just find the next thing to complain about don’t we? ofcoz there are a hundred perspectives or more…and hey thaz been our best excuse too hasn’t it? ok so oh mighty one wat is a solution? rid us of our woes? haha, no fast escape route dude…here comes the funny part – there aint no solution :-P

just the way we are wired. live with it.

there, i just said it! throw ur stones. aim right for my temple. whatever gives u solace. who am i? am i happy? and content? or omniscient? oh far from it. but then there are these streaks of light. which i cant be wrong about. just cant be. no.