its a marshmallow thing...
y this? y this now? theres this fkn wave of depression…no. waves n waves of it…for the last fkn 3 hours…like somethings come over me…in a flash…feels like a free fall…and i’m groping for smth to hold on to….how long?
i’ve heard good n bad things abt the UK….how they are…but that aint wats worrying me….its abt losing ppl arnd me…boy this comfort zone…i’m scared to think that i’m scared abt it….how many levels of loneliness left to explore? is there something else i hate with more passion?
phoenix has made me wiser…..burgess hill is still a month away….the fkn mind cant stop thinking in the future…..watever happened to the live in the present moment doctrine? i can still remember it, y cant i fkn put it into action? or thought? fkn games.
posted by Lost in trance... | 11:07 PM
9 Comments:
hey! cheer up! mebbe its a good thing. you're just gonna have to accept change na? can't help but change! chin up! everything happens for the best! ( or so we hope!)
long time. good to see you. u seem a bit like me. depressed, often. so won't offer you any advice. take care and tnks for dropping by. cheers, uber
" depressed, often." WOW. fast, apt, thx.
anguish and more anguish! The news on the telly doesnt help either!
mmm...the best deal is its a li'l bit away frm the hot action...maybe 90 minutes...but again, that aint wats worrying me...i've been snapping in n outta depression....its a problem wen i've not a thing to do n all i do is think abt it....argh..
What happened to your holiday ??
:) thawwonz still intact, i'm flying on the 1st...1 month of vacation n then to the UK after that...kinda like an extended vacation if u wanna luk @ the bright side....but arent i too depressed to take note of that?
are you sure it isn't just the usual loneliness bug?
it is....but then i keep searching for alternate reasons....dunno y...
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