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Monday, March 20, 2006

the craving.


am i forgetting to live? it somehow feels like i'm waiting for something to happen. like this moment does not matter. weekends always bring a sense of elation with it. it used to be associated with all the fun things for the next two days. or even just the damn break from work. but now its different. now the elation is coz another week has passed.

not sure wer i am rushing to. not sure whats in store, wats waiting around the corner (n i loathe it.). but theres this intolerable longing. for that something thaz around the corner. n im rushing for it. cant wait. it all sounds kinda crazy, but somehow makes perfect sense.

like its all gonna b ok. once i turn the corner. but its painful. it hurts. like a day without love.

13 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

ah i know! seems like jus yday u tore that page off the calendar. and u sit and think, what have i achieved? haven't i been stuck in this digusting rut... this mechanical world for far too long? am i ever going to get outta here?

im just waiting for those days when i don't have to work and can choose to do whatever i wish to. in short, become filthy rich! heh heh :P

9:24 PM  
Blogger ~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

i guess this is laziness and the fact that therez nothing new to learn ...

U should be thankful u r alive ... there was this incident .. i was going to the temple and a tree fell just at the spot where i was standing a moment before ... whew !!!!

thanx for the cartoons ....

tc
Deepa

3:41 AM  
Blogger Bittu's Mamma said...

"Its painful, it hurts" because it's LIFE and day without love will be turned into days full of love! Its goanna be OK, believe me. Take care! *hugs*

11:59 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hmmm???? Wats the matter buddy? U sound fkn low....n this love u talk abt ....it wud happen too the same way u got the things which u thought u wud never get in this life...u gotto give it some time and chance....i mean i dont wanna sound like a agony aunt(gawwffff!!)....but hey look at the brite side of it all atleast u get to live ur life accor. to ur terms till now...how many men are as lucky as u??? there is someone always breathing down their neck tellin them to wat to do ....i know u expect life to flip 360 after love...n who knows if the flipsyde wud be good? so take it slow...n hey love ur style of ritin ....just pure soul....

4:41 AM  
Blogger Sonia said...

i seem to be going thru the same thing! :o( sucks!

11:51 AM  
Blogger Lost in trance... said...

@ because of b: hahaah! u become filthy rich n then? then u start abt the million you spent in LV which could have been invested..hahaha...we just create one problem after another, like we need em to survive...dontyu think?

@ deepa: a very distinct possibility! i've been wanting to take tennis lessons...mmm..:)
and abt the temple...the tree had to fall...and u had to move...its all part of a plan...or smthg like that...duh! (somebody save me)

@ bittus mama: LIFE - Luv Is Fuckin Elusive. (i made that crap up now...duh! again)

@ a: a soul drenched in pain. maybe i will, someday, become a great poet or smthg! :))

@ sonia: *hugs*. lots of 'em.

1:32 PM  
Blogger Ardra said...

as u were telling somebody here- its all part of a plan- so long as u remember that- just wait- and then u'll turn round that corner - all in good time- until then do take care- where to get it from?- from our best wishes - that's where :-)

11:16 PM  
Blogger Lost in trance... said...

@ ardra: im such an impatient brat arent i? :O)

4:04 PM  
Blogger Dhanush | ധനുഷ് said...

If that photo is of yours you look familiar. Did you study in GECT ? If I am not wrong Mech?

3:08 AM  
Blogger Bravecat said...

Day without love... Man, I don't think I could live through one.

4:53 AM  
Blogger BZ said...

Hi,
First time here.
Felt this way sometime back. So can totally understand.. to see the days dragging past you.

Hope you are feeling better now :o)

9:17 AM  
Blogger Lost in trance... said...

@ dhanush : mmm. mmm.
@ QC : lucky u. :)
@ saranya : im in a deep crevice. will take extra attention from 'him' to pull me out.

12:38 PM  
Blogger Lost in trance... said...

@ nupur : mmmm...:)

'what is love but just a state of mind'...i'd say its ALSO a state of mind. its much more than that.

'i hope life doesnt pass you by while u wait for life to happen'...im not waiting for life to happen, though i understand wat u r sayin...i'm just waiting for life to be nicer to me :O)

2:27 PM  

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